Kinda crashed my car tonight. Not too badly but I did a fair bit of damage but at least it’s fixable! Typical tbh since I went somewhere I wasn’t supposed to go and lied to my parents about where I was! Don’t recommend that at all. However it’s weird my parents weren’t mad about me crashing or anything and I feel so indifferent. I suppose it’s kinda made me realise how lucky I am and that I need to stop trying to push everyone away from me.

Sometimes I think my life would make a good soap storyline with all the drama and shit that goes on… 

What even is a true friend nowadays?